Writing: Not Lucky Enough

I am so sick
Of all of this
Maybe I should
Just give up

Maybe I should
Just accept that
Things are never
Going to work out

I wish you knew
I do things I do
Because I want you
Just you

I don't want
Just a guy
That likes me,
I want a good guy

One that will
Talk to me
Laugh when I need it
Be serious when I dont

Show me a good time
Smile because you know
I melt just looking at it
I wish you knew

That must be
To much to ask for
That must be
Not close enough to reality

I might
Just let go
Of my dwindeling hope
I wish I was lucky enough