You have to listen to this guy!

Ok, this guy's voice is amazing! He must have tons of octives. He may be gay but his voice is just great. Really, just listen to him sing "A Whole New World".

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t9-CS2v8wcc

and yes that girl voice that takes you by surprise is him.

Writing: Don't Care Anyway

You don't know
That I'm not around
Why would you care anyway
Your off my trail

What makes her better?
Is it cause you can't have me?
Cause she's everything I'm not?
You must not care anyway

She tells you everything I do
No secrets for me to hide
Do I deserve this
After the steps I have made?

What makes her better?
Feels like a betrayal on me
Past is completely gone
You haven't cared anyway

If you want to play a game
Keep your fists down
Because I am out
I don't want to care anyway

What makes her better?
She doesn't see you like I do
I see the boy that I left behind
But what do you care anyway?

Writing: One Word, Clutch

Ok this one was hard I have no idea how I came up with all this...

His hand clutches mine. He is my wall. He keeps me grounded and standing tall. We walk out together hand in hand. Ready to face our doom, together. Cameras are flashing and news crewmen are screaming. He holds my hand tighter and we go into the unknown.

Writing: Stupid Boys

This needs some work, but it is basically a gathering of my thoughts. tell me how to fix it up my ficlets buds =).

Stupid boy
Doesn't realize
What is right infront of him
Doesn't see someone
Screaming out his name
Stays single
Never making a full move
Maybe afraid or just not seeing it

Stupid boy
Doesn't have a heart
Not heart to give
Wears his emotions on his sleeve
From one girl to another
No simpathy and without a care
Just wants a girl to call his
Doesn't realize what goes wrong
Until its to late

Stupid boy
Immaturity on the highest
Too carefree to understand
Too pushy to let go
Doesn't know when to stop
Doesn't know when it's over
Keeps going when its way over
So many friends that keep him joking

So many stupid boys
I know them all
All I can do is wait
Wait till they learn
To listen and to care
And to stop and just
Just look around

Writing: One Word, Saving

Looking at the pictures I saved for many years, I look at how much I've changed. How much I gained, how much have I lost. How much I have learned and what I regret. I realize that I wouldnt have my past go any other way.

Writing: One Word, Dusk

Ok, so I have been doing oneword.com. Elsha showed me this website =D. They give you a word and you have one minute to write something about it. When I can, I guess I will post to you what I write on here because I kinda like doing this lol. The word today was Dusk and I wrote:

Night. With the smell of bonfires and tiki lamps. The splash of a pool and the music of a party. The sight of a sun seting on the beach. The quiet of camping and staring up at the stars.

Ok so it's not that good, but I only had a minute to write it lol.

I wish I stood out
Just I like a rose
In a sea of daises
First thing to catch your eye

Tired of feeling
Just like a daisy
Still I stay the way
The only way I know

I want to be like a puppy
Learing new tricks
And living the moment
I feel like an old dog

I feel set in my ways
I used to be able to change
Now it feels tough
Rut is too deep

In the distance
I see unpredictablity
Soon I may get there
And change my ways

Writing: Chasing, Thinking Your Worth it All

Tired of chasing
You seem to far away
I stop to take another breath
I can't keep doing this

I start running again
It's like I'm fixed
No matter how far
I keep chasing

It's winless
I almost can feel it
Energy running low
I slow down in frustration

A time may come
When I give up chasing
Turn around in disappointment
Never look back again

Until then I chase
I run and loose my breath
Numb my legs
Thinking your worth it all

been gone awhile, sorry

Hey guys =),
So I guess you have noticed that first I haven't posted many blogs latley, and when I do its a poem. Also that I haven't commented on a blog post in like FOREVER. Or maybe you haven't noticed, I dunno... lol. I'm sorry about that. It's because I can't get my main computer to sign me in. Only this laptop will sign me in. I shouldn't be making excuses I know. I have also been lazy too =). So I'm back and in to mood to write tonight and this week.
I hope you enjoy what I write because I feel like I'm in the zone =D.

Love ya all,
Sammy

Life Is

Life is...
Moments that take your breath away
Ice Cream on a sunny day
Dancing in the rain for the hell of it
Chasing after what you wanna get
Doing something never done before
Walking along the ocean shore
Picking yourself up when you fall
Living to experience it all
Standing out of all the rest
Your heart racing out of your chest
Making mistakes and fixing them
Talking on the phone till the AM
Falling in love for the first time
Friendships that last a lifetime
Turning the tables around
Tempting away from solid ground
Being yourself even when it's tough
Calling someone hott stuff
Looking into someones eyes
Flirting with the guys
Having friends that everyone is jealous of
Holding hands with someone you love
Seeing the sun in the thickest of fogs
Meeting your prince after many frogs

my doodle!!

i havent posted in a while. sorry!!! but here is my doodle for the doodle contest!

lol i literally drew this in less than a minute!

Writing: The goodbye That was Never Planned

Note: This is totally fiction and what is in itallics is part of the flashback. I am a little rusty with short stories so bare with me on the verb tenses. I played a little with some sensory details. Please read and enjoy.

The cold water kisses my lips and cools off my hot tearful face. I grab yet another tissue and wipe what is rest of my tears away. The mirror on the refrigerator shows a reflection that I can't notice at first. The girl in the reflection shows a version of me I have never seen before. I shake my head and slam the mirror on the table. The noise of shattering glass echos in my lonely house. I leave it without cleaning up and shuffle my way to the window. Leaning against the wall, a flashback hits. I am watching a movie of my own life from a distance and my eyes once again fill with tears. I didn't know I even had any tears left.

I see the car pulling up the driveway. The usual blasting of alternative rock is nonexistent and he drives up unusually slow. I see myself waiting at the door. He waits in the car for an awkward amount of time then struts to the door. His facial expression is a frown as he walks to the front door but he fakes a smile when he notices me. I am too happy to see him to read into any of these clues. I throw my arms around him and kiss his lips. He shows hesitation in both and that's when I finally notice. I look into his eyes, the same eyes that I get lost in. I see his frown, the frown from the same lips that said I will love you always and forever. When he says nothing, the reason why he has come to see me has become very clear. My arms slip from him lifelessly and I turn away.

I still hear his words banging in my head.

"Baby, I..." His voice is cracked. He always says baby when something is wrong. "maybe you better sit down."

"Ok..." My voice trails and my face starts to feel hot. As hot as it was the night we had our first kiss. I feel like I am taking the forever walk of shame as I make my way to the couch. Thoughts run through my head as he sits right next to me and takes my hand.

"I love you, but I.." he stops himself then he sighs, "I can't do this anymore."

I look at him and there was a silence then he says the ever popular, "Its not you, it's me."

"It hurts me ask much as it hurts me to do this, but I would rather be truthful then be in a relationship that is a lie."

My face turns redder and my eyes narrow. Jerking my hand away from his, I stand. He stands too.

My eyes once again look into his. He looks down.

"You said you will love me always and forever." My eyes close as my voice gains power. "You said that would never leave me. You said that you have never felt this way before. I guess this relationship has been a joke to you hasn't it?"

"No never," he grabs my arm, "I still love you."

"Don't touch me!" My voice is stern and to the point.

He lets go without a fight.

"Your a one of a kind girl, but your just not the girl for me. I'm sorry."

The tears fall from my eyes and I feel weak at the knees. All the strength I gained is now lost and I stand still. I watch him leave without anymore words. Without anymore movement. He opens the door slowly and looks back at me.

"I will never forget all the great memories we shared."

I manage to look at him one last time and his face looks sympathetic. He turns away and walks out the door. I hear the jingle of the car keys and the slam of the car door. I collapse to the floor just inches from the couch. The tears really start to flow as the car starts. I bring up my knees and bury my head in them. I hear the car drive away.

I now find myself in the same position on the ground. I rock back and forth. His emotions, his words didn't make very much sense, but one thing was clear. The guy that I was building a lifetime with, the guy that I opened myself too, and the guy that said always and forever is gone. It wasn't long enough and the goodbye i never saw coming did. Never plan for forever, just plan to be hurt for just as long.

Writing: Do You See it?

Look at her
Just for that
that moment in time
do you see it?

At first it's not
Not shallowly visible
She hides it
Puts up defenses

Her eyes talk
They show her weakness
A deep longing
To see something better

They are tired
Just like her
Tired of wanting
Wanting extraordinary

When no one is looking
Her smile speaks
Speaks of dreams
Dreams of him

So look closer
Her eyes tell you
Her smile speaks
She is thinking of him

Writing: Human

I am human
Sometimes not clear
But always searching
Searching for love

Moving from place to place
Keeping my heart open
So I can feel
It's a risk I take

Without knowing
I see you through the fog
Without and expections
Without any warning

I have found you
Wondering if you
Feel for me
The way I feel for you

Wondering if I am heard
Am I loud enough?
Would you find me
Through a crowd?

I am human
I found you in my search
I need to be loud enough
To get to you

Writing: Does Your Smile Speak for Your Thoughts?

What are you thinking
When you look me in the eyes?
Does you smile speak
For what your thinking?

Is your heart racing
When I pass by?
Or is it just mine?
Mine is all I can hear

Are you thinking
About me right now
Almost everything I do
Makes me think of you

When I asked you
Did you really want to go?
It seems the secret
Has been set free

What you say
If you could go?
Would you say yes?
Would you reject me?

Writing: A Moment of Realness

I walk in and sit down at a table. James walks up to me."Hey," he says and sits next to me. "Hey," I say in a cloudy voice and gaze around the room. I smile when I spot who I'm looking for. Chris strides in like everything is just so cool. His hair is black, eyes are brown. He sets down his bag and walks straight over to our table. My heart races.

"Hello," Chris says and sits down. I smile and start typing like the fact that he siting down isn't affecting me. "Have.. have you been you working on project?" I stutter. I huff in anger on how I screw up my words. Only around him I do this. Chris and James laugh, but don't bring it up. I continue to screw up my sentences till I slow down and finally get them right. Without thinking, I say everything without thinking. Conversations just flow like its natural and like were the only people in the room.

I glance at Chris like he is a prince. James nudges me. I snap out of it and look at the clock. I sigh as time is almost up. Chris and James look at the clock too then start to pack up their stuff. We three walk to the door. Silence ensues and I look up. Chris is looking at me. He smiles like I am a princess. I smile back and our eyes stay locked. Time stops. Heat starts to rush to my head and I feel a total adrenaline rush. I wonder if he is feeling the same. He just seems so content with looking into my eyes. The bell rings and I break the stare. We say our goodbyes and I float out of the room.

I wish that moment could last forever. It felt like a dream, but it wasn't. It was real and so is he. I just hope the dream that me and him are together becomes real too.

Writing: Waiting is the Hardest Part

My eyes fill with tears. I know its coming. I don't want it to. I wish I could turn back time and start over, but chances are the results will be the same. I can't stop my words from coming out and I can't stop your response.

I can hear your words like its happening now. Another risk taken, another rejection. Its like a knife is about to stab my heart. Another cycle of goodbye completed. Almost full circle now.

Another faked smile, another wish that I could change your mind. It's all clear to me. I just want it to happen now so I can get over this. Waiting is the hardest part I guess.

Writing: In the End, it's all Gravity

We are different
But something
Has a connection
From me to you

You like scary movies
I can't watch one
I like romantics
You hate them

The connection
A smile
Your eyes
Changes it all

You listen to The Maine
You love their music
I listen to Nickelback
I love their lyrics

In the end I wish
Our feelings are the same
Because I am pulled to you
Just like gravity

For you I would
Listen to your music
Watch scary movies
Love to have a chance

Writing: Lyrics Speak for Me

Another one of my poems where I put lyrics from different songs together. This only works when I have a REALLY hard time saying how I feel. Tell me what you think. I count 11 different songs in this poem.

I can't turn off the radio
I keep singing
Because of you
Please don't stop the music

Would you dance
If I asked you to dance?
I'd dance in a storm
In my best dress

Holding my breath
What a rush
See you make your way
Through the crowd

Time is going by
So much faster than I
I've gotta let you know
I'm with you

Writing: Best Friend

I reach out
to you
Over and over
Try my best

I feel myself
Loosing your grip
You promised
We wouldn't become distant

Best friend
I can't lose you
I can only
reach out so far

Best friend
Was it something
I said to you?
I feel us drifting

Best friend
I used to be
The first person
You came to

Best friend
Don't let go
I still need you
Don't you need me?